It Really Grinds My Gears!

I am not in the best of moods today, so I thought I would blog about some things.

You know what really grinds my gears?  People who think “playing it cool” is cool.  No you are not cool you are faking.  Since when was it cool to hide the person you are?  Okay yeah you probably shouldn’t cry and yell in public, I get that part.  ‘But seriously, do I have to play it cool all of the time?  I am on the phone with you; no one else is around, so why do I have to fake now?  ‘Cause guess what buddy, if I am upset you are going to know about it.   This isn’t the Wizard of Oz and I am not the Tin Man looking for a heart.  I already have one, and if you break it you ARE going to be told off.  I am not going to hide my feelings to make you feel better about being a jerk.  And I may even blog about you too; so take that, Mr. Cool! 

This is a great segue into what grinds my gears about relationships.

It really grinds my gears when guys are afraid of a girl who shows emotion.  It has been my experience that real men and woman are not afraid of people who show themselves to each other.  When you really think about it, if you can’t be vulnerable with your significant other, who can you be vulnerable with? 

One of my favorite songs is by Serani, which says in part: “love you girl do you feel the same, I don’t want to play no games.”  And there is so much truth to that statement. Because if you love/like someone, and they feel the same way about you, why would you want to play games with them?  The whole point of being in a relationship is to get out of the game playing.   So why would I take myself out of the game only to have to play an even bigger game to keep this ONE person in my life?  Here I am turning down T.I. look-a-likes for you, yet I am afraid to call you because I called you last time and I think you should call me.  What is that?  In a MATURE relationship, there is no fear of rejection.  Why should I be afraid of you rejecting me?  I already have you!

Then it finally dawned on me, numerous relationships later, that I am no good at relationships. And that is why I, Cydni Lenae, will be single for a while.  And yes I’m loving it.

 

 

 

 

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